I've Had Enough

2nd channel that i'm posting on instead: /watch/IzWt7xaJhcuJt i literally have nothing nice to say right now. i'm so angry and hurt and betrayed and confused and lost. i've cried so much that the tears are all gone, even though the pain is still there. i feel like i've been drugged even though i'm completely sober. this feeling is distinct and exact. i remember when my ex dumped me in college. it took 2 weeks just to realize what had happened. to fully consume it. to fully understand that this is real. i became depressed and ultimately dropped out of college. today history repeats itself. yet i still cannot cry because there is nothing left inside me. i'm dehydrated af. i just lay in my bed and look at the ceiling and keep saying to myself "is this a dream, please let this be a dream." i'm having terrible time falling asleep. i'm having a terrible time eating food. My face is breaking out like crazy, i don't feel like doing anything. i'm so pissed at the world. at the haters. at the rumors. at the lies. at my husband. i cannot believe what my husband did to me. i cannot believe that i'm shut out of my home. i cannot put into anymore words how this feels. it feels like i'm done, like the world is over, like everything is coming to a halt.....

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